I Miss You (Jeff the Killer x reader)

It’s been months since I’ve seen Jeff. The others won’t tell me were he is. Honestly, all this isolation from him is starting to get to me. When Jeff was here, I felt safe. I stopped having episodes. I felt happy. Now he’s gone. I can’t help but feeling that the others are going to hurt me since he’s gone. Especially Nina. Since Jeff and I started dating, she’s been extra rude and cold to me. I know she wants to hurt me. Though, now that Jeff is gone, nothing is stopping her from hurting me.

A few days after Jeff left, I locked myself in my bedroom. I was wearing one of his hoodies. Liu came over a few times to try to get me to leave, but he gave up after the first week. I haven’t eaten or drunken anything in a couple weeks. I feel light-headed, but I’m not hungry.

“(Y/n)?” I heard Liu say through the door. I didn’t answer him. “Slender just told us that Jeff might be gone for another week. I just thought I should tell you,” he said I heard his footsteps leave. I stared at the door wide eyed. Another week? I couldn’t make it through another week. I just couldn’t.

I had broken my phone so BEN couldn’t come in here anymore, he would visit me everyday after Jeff left. He said he was “checking in on me”. He was probably helping Nina. I used a chair to barricade the door, that way no one could get in without me knowing. I stopped sleeping at night, so no one would be able to sneak in. couldn’t make it through this anymore.

I looked in the window. My skin was pale, and sunken, dark circles were under my eyes. My hair was tangled up, knots all over it. My lips were chapped, looking like they could bleed if I moved them to much. I shook my head as tears started to fall from my eyes. He couldn’t love someone looking like this.

“Hey (Y/n), Slender gave me a mission that pretty for from here. It’s gonna take me a good while okay?” Jeff told me before he left. “How long is “a good while”?” I asked him. He looked away from me, “A month, at least...” he said. My eyes widened. “At least?! Jeff, why didn’t you tell me sooner?!” I screamed at him. “I’m sorry, it was sudden, alright?! I didn’t find out util a couple days ago. Tears started falling from my face.

“What about the other? What if they try to attack me while you’re gone?” I asked him. He placed his hand on my cheek, he gave me a smile, one that shone through the permanent one he gave himself. “I won’t let them. They know that if they touch you, they’re gonna be put through the worst hell possible, trust me,” he said. I leaned into the the leathery feel of his skin. It was the most comforting feeling in the world

“I’ll miss you” I told him, he kissed my forehead. “I’ll miss you too.”

That was the last time we spoke before he left. I didn’t think he’d be gone for this long. I’m falling apart. When he comes back he’d probably leave me. Then they’ll all kill me. No one would be able to protect me anymore. I didn’t want to die like that. Though, I can’t live like this either.

I sat there in thought for some time. Why did he have to leave for so long? Why wasn’t he back yet? Why did Slender have to assign him of all the pastas? All these thoughts soon became to much for me. I burst out in sobs, I just cried and cried, until there was no more energy in my body. This is how all my days went. The first few days the other pastas came over to see if I was okay, though after a week they stopped coming.

I fell asleep soon after a wave of exhaustion fell over me. The next morning, all the colors had drained from the world. The lack of food and water was getting to me. I needed to eat something, but I couldn’t bring myself to do it. I couldn’t even get up. I just sat there in my bed. wearing Jeff’s hoodie, the only thing of his I had left.

After a while of just staring at the wall, I felt myself go cold. I was finally going to escape. Escape a life without my love. My body went cold. My mind went blank. My life was over. And I was free

***

I came home early from my mission. I couldn’t wait to see (Y/n). I bought a bouquet of her favorite flowers for her, along with all her favorite candies. “Hey Liu! I came home early!” I called out to my brother. He smiled at me, “What’s up, Jeff! How was the mission?” He asked me, “It went great, where’s (Y/n)?” I asked. I didn’t see her when I came in.

Liu looked around the room nervously, “She’s in her room, but I don’t think she took you leaving very well...” he trailed off. I expected that, after all I have gone for months.

I walked down the hall and knocked on (Y/n)’s door. I didn’t get a response, “(Y/n)? It’s me Jeff, I came back early!” I called, to my surprise, she still didn’t open the door. ‘Maybe she’s sleeping’ I thought to myself, I tried to open the door, but something was in front of it. “What the...?” I tried to push the door open again and nothing happened. I took a couple steps back, and kicked the door open.

What I saw was horrible. I ran up to (Y/n)/ Her skin was pale and sunken. I touched her forehead and it was freezing cold. “(Y/n)?” I tried to shake her up. She didn’t move. “(Y/n) this isn’t funny!” I called out, more desperate. She wasn’t moving. In put my head to my chest, trying to hear her heart beat. Nothing.

She was gone. Truly gone. I couldn’t get her back. She was lying there, sickly thin. In my hoodie and a pair of black leggings. I screamed and threw the flowers on the ground. How did this happen. Tears started to pool and spill over my lidless eyes. How did this happen. Why did this happen?

The others ran to the doorway. “Jeff wha-” I heard BEN say, before cutting staring past me. My head was lowered as I turned it to face everyone. “Who did this?” I asked. There was no way she could have done this to herself. She would never do anything like this. It wasn’t possible.

Liu spoke up “Jeff, I can promise you, no one touched her. She... she wouldn’t leave her room, and stopped eating. I guess she died from all the malnourishment. I’m sorry...” he said. I pounced on him, “LIAR!! SHE WOULDN’T DO THIS TO HERSELF!! THERE’S NO WAY!!” The others had to pull me off of him to stop me from trying to kill him a second time. “Look man, we get that you’re upset, we cared for her too. You can’t blame me because you left her alone for too long,” Sully said. “She stopped eating, because you weren’t here for her. She was heart broken. You can’t blame anyone for that.”

He was right. If I had came back sooner, this wouldn’t have happened. It’s all my fault. I’ll never see her again, and it’s all my fault. Her smile. Her laugh. Her warmth. It’s all gone. Forever.